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You can only be hurt so many times before you become so small that you feel as if you are being completely crushed by the world around you.
I just want to find someone who likes the same weird shit as I do. Someone as nerdy as I am. Someone who will get drunk off their ass with me at the Renaissance Fair. Someone who will admire my Batman comic collection. Someone intelligent. Someone to talk quantum physics with me and the realities of time travel. Someone who will spend all day in their underwear with me watching Archer, Tarantino movies, eating Lunchables, drinking 40s, and playing GTA. Someone who will laugh at my dancing to ignorant rap music but will let me back it up on them, too. Someone who laughs at me in general when I try to tell some dumb, perverted joke. Someone who thinks of life as a collection of experiences, and wants to experience them all with me. Someone who will down a bottle of wine with me in the Adventure Land parking lot before shooting up little kids in laser-tag on a weekday night. Someone who likes hip-hop music as much as I do and will let me make mix CDs for them. Someone who will join me on adventures to abandoned places so I can spray paint my name inside of them. Someone who will race me at the BMX park and challenge me to rock-paper-scissors when we have to settle a dispute. Someone who understands that sometimes I’ll be late because I got caught up posting on Subaru forums or watching a Lockup marathon on MSNBC. Someone who understands that my career in politics is important to me and doesn’t mind dressing up all fancy for campaign events. Someone who admires how I look in lipstick and high heels, because I think I look damn good wearing them. Someone with a big ego because I like a challenge. Someone to go on hikes with me and camp out under the stars. Someone who likes my friends and family, even though they are crazy. I just want someone to like me, for me.